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from the prairie

17 May

i know i

promised myself

to stop circling

your night

fires

but here we

are again

you curled

up for so damn

long you

become a

conch

i pick you

up on the your beach

fascinated by your

seemingly

endless

golden

shimmering

life rings

i lose you

on purpose

you become a

berry bush

ripe watermelon

morning birds

until it’s

time to

count constellations

from your aching

ocean

floor

so i circle

your campfire

you’ll get over it

champ

from the fox hole

16 May

it starts with a twisting

in your guts

a kind of

wringing

of hands

it stays put

it hunkers down

it grows teeth

it begins to

chew a hole

in your tender

belly

there

it will bury

it’s winter harvest

regret and fear

black glossy bulbs

become ropy black

vines

growing up

up

up

your own throat

learning to speak

along their way

practicing to be

poison

arrows

some day

soon

singing hotly

into the side

of another

wild

animal

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